Tired of that BASTARD

whoever read this post ... don't take it personally ... I'm just trying release my anger through this post ...


I'm sick and tired of people who act as if they know me, but they don't even know half of me !


I'm got pissed off ... by this bastard ... whom i thought he was a nice guy ... but ohh no !! I was so wrong ... he ended up being a Fucking bastard that I dont't want to see for the rest of my life !!! For personal issues I'm not going to call them by their real names ... and I know some of them will read this post ... so they will still know who I'm talking about without the names ... SEE I'm still being considerable even when I'm pissed off !!!

okay ... on with my story !!!

It all began some where in February or March ... i cant really remember ... That Bastard and I were not really a couple .. cos HE said he didn't want to be in a relationship ... so i said "fine ... we'll just be something else then " so ok fine !! We often flirt with each other and stuff ... but we really didn't go to the point of a couple ... and we Promised that we would never ever tell a single soul bout us ... that was why I kept on stressing tat we were just FRIENDS not GF or BF when some of our friends keep suspecting us and all !!! but i don't know why ... THAT BASTARD ends up thinking that we were in tat kind of relationship ... HA !! who was the one said that he doesn't want to be in a relationship ?! Anyway , i know he liked a lot of girls that time after he was over with a certain someone ... and i wasn't bothered bout it ... HECK !!! i was even trying to help him with that girl !! so do you think i'm still his GF ?? No ... then for some time .... i say not more than 2 weeks if I'm not wrong ... he wanted watever we're doing to a stop ... he said he is confuse ... he is not sure of his feelings and bla bla bla .... SO ... i was fine with it ... really ... == ... although it hurts a little .. but then we agreed that we'll be bro and sis ... anyway ... we still hang out after that ...

But then i started to become emo and moody and stuff like tat ... well there is a reason for that ... its definitely NOT because of him ... but of my family issues ... well some of my friends asked me whats wrong with me ... of course i said i was fine and stuff ... cos what for do i need to brag about my Family probs ??? No offense guys but my personal issue i prefer to keep it to myself ... I'm a person too !!! Do you think that i'm just a prefect girl who is rich, smart(==|||), Care Free and has everything she wants ??? WEll you're WRONG ... i have problems too you know !!! i may look happy in the outside ... but you don't know wat is going on in the inside!!! and i even told them how i felt in a blog post !!! but they said they don't understand wat i wrote !? come on !!! i expressed my feelings quite Clearly !!! i didn't even use any words that is Tooooo complicated for them to understand!!! i bet my little cousin can even understand wat the Fuck is wrong with me if he read that blog ... == SHEESH !!!

ANYWAY !!!! then ... i didn't talk much to them after that .. except some ... After a few weeks ... he just had to bring it up ... asking me whether i'm Angry or not ... shit like that .. i was was like ... What the fuck ?? why are you doing this to me ?? cant you just leave me alone ??? ... and you know why he asked me ?? Cos he feels Guilty and wanted me to consult him that its not his fault but mine ?!! ARGH !!! BASTARD !! ok fine ... its over !! ... But wat really got me so PISSED OFF is that he told our friends our secret ... which we promise each other that we would never ever tell a single soul ... but unfortunately he doesn't understand what's the meaning of " NOT TO TELL A SINGLE SOUL!" ... how i know this ?? well ... i unfortunately was ask by a friend whether me and that bastard had a thing ... he said that he asked HIM and HE told him ... == ... now what was i suppose to say since he spilled the bean ??? and that not jus it ... one of my girls ... told me that he also told the whole group after a class that i went back home early cos of certain reason ... HE told them the half truth and some that aren't event true ... me JEALOUS of F ?? come on !!! i didn't talk much to her is because there really is nothing much to talk about anymore !!! i still talk to her in Langkawi trip !!! but after that no more !! and how can you say i was jealous of her ?? rude much ... == ... now he is making me look like the Jealous girl ... WTF ...

Now since he broke that promise ... no point for me to keep quite anymore ... i had been quite the whole time just to protect something that he didn't even care for ... Friendship ... Do you want to know the reason why i made HIM make tat promise which he had broken ?? to Protect the friendship among our friends ... think about it ... if two of your friends broke up or had a fight ... it will be really awkward for the rest of the group to hang out and stuff ... but then ... if he just let it pass and didnt tell a soul i maybe will jus forget wat happened and wont become this pissed off ... unfortunately ... it all too late now ...

lastly, i'm glad we ended watever we were doing ... i felt so relief ... and the best part is i dont hav to see his face again ... ^^ i'm happy didnt hav to see his face in my girl's b'day ... YAY ...

And now i had release my anger ... i'm better now ... farewell Bastard ...



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Vanessa V.PooLover