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Recently, one of my dear friend, D, had suffer from a heart ache ... a terrible heart ache that could kill her .... her Ex had been tormenting her for weeks now ... D had tried to move on ... but she fail ... it was to hard for her ... she even promised to herself that she will be strong ... she will create a whole new her ... sadly she did none ... all she did was get herself drunk for 3 days ... starve herself until she fainted and was sent to the hospital ... and was found out she was diagnosed with Gastric ... and need to have an operation ...even though she had recover from it ... but she still hasn't recover from the heart ache ... after an incident today ... D became really upset... she cried and cried until there is no more tears for her to cry ... D almost scared the life out of me ... I was trying my best to comfort her ... when D suddenly said : "GoodBye PY ... I can't take it anymore ...." and went offline .... she had been saying that she doesn't want to live anymore ... but that was really scary ... tried to call her .. she didnt pick up ... was forced to call my other friend to call her and see ... fortunately, she was back online again ... but she told me she will not kill herself today .... but tmr or the day after ... i was like WHAT THE FUCK !? called her immediately and gave her some pieces of my mind ... lecturing her of course ... and thank god i made her change her mind ... i for one don't want to go to a friend's funeral when i still haven't gone into my twenties ...
From this, i can see that love can drive you mad .... make you feel as if everything means nothing ... it makes you feel as if you are powerless ... but there are love that i hav seen that are sweet to the core ...
one of my close friend, H, god!! she can talk about her Boyfriend for hours ~!! any topic when i mean any .... i mean ANY topic will definitely lead back to her boyfriend ... not once she didn't talk about her boyfriend ... its like her Boyfriend is her center of life ...her mind ... her soul ... gosh ... she can even write a book about him !!! @_@ ... its so serious tat she compare every single man to him ... he is like the top of everything .... all the stories she tells me about her love with him ... are so sweet and happy ... and how great it is .... there was once that she even tried to kill herself for him ... this shows how madly in love she is ...
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from these two situation ... i can conclude that :
Love is something that cannot be described in words ...
Love is something that gives you happiness, but it also gives you pain and misery ...
Love brings sweet into your heart, but it also bring bitterness into your heart ...
Love is the source of energy and inspiration, but it also KILLs you literally ...
Love is a two masked Thing, one is an angel that brings you to heaven, one is a devil that drags you to hell ...
so ... love is not just pain and joy ... love is everything ... all in one ....
my opinion may be false to most ppl ... because i still haven't experience love itself ...but when i finally do ... maybe i might change it ... =)
so let love comes to you rather you go and find the wrong love ... the time will come when it is time for me and you ...
Enjoy
Love,
Vanessa V.PooLover
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